Thursday, March 14, 2013

I think about blogging more in here, but sometimes there's nothing to say, but really there's always going to be something to say. It's endless. But do i stop or do i keep it going? I just had to retrieve my password and the email add to even get in, so here I am I might as well post.

It's been a year already since she passed away,  14 months tomorrow to be exact. Tomorrow is the 15th. Its starting to feel like time is easing the blow & then in an instant it's as fresh as it  was the day that it happened. Sometimes at night I'm about to go to sleep & I see her face and the realization of what has happened floods over me again as if I never realized any of this before & it's shocking, just a massive shock.

And then there are other days which go on as normal & I know she is not here & I'm ok with that.

I don't even know what else to say really. I think I need to find some youtube and some pictures because I have plenty I want to say, so bear with me.

1 comment:

Ruth said...

Sometimes the words just need to get started. This is for you and what it does for you. I look forward to sharing your thoughts.